Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Results

Today's beta was 6. Annoyingly, because it was not completely negative, I am supposed to repeat the bloodwork one more time so they can track it down to zero. I asked if it was absolutely necessary, and they said yes because they have to make sure it's not ectopic or something weird, but the nurse did say I could just do the beta without the progesterone and estrogen so that will at least make it cheaper.

But there you are. Another chemical.

21 comments:

Amy said...

I'm so sorry you have to go through this again!

Deb2You2 said...

Damn! Damn!! Damn!!! I'm sorry. This ttc process just sucks.

katty said...

I am so sorry. I hope that 2008 is the year for you, the year you find and hold onto your dream.
Kx

Anonymous said...

Ka-rap.

sarah - I am so sorry that this has happened to you a second time.

Alacrity

Care said...

Sarah, I am so sorry - that completely and totally sucks.

Marcy "meg" said...

I am so sorry.

Rachel said...

I'm just so, so sorry.

Celeste said...

Oh, I'm just so sad to hear this. My heart breaks with yours. May you feel surrounded and strengthened by the many souls rallying around you now.

Anonymous said...

Hi Sarah, It's Jill, from FF. I'm so sorry to hear this. I've been following your cycle and I thought sure this would be the one for you! My prayers are with you. Big HUGS!

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry. My heart goes out to you.
-Margie

calliope said...

I am just so devistated and crushed.
Oh honey.

sending so much love yoru way.
xoxoxoxoxo

Cindy said...

Oh, Sarah, this is so awful. I am so sorry. It's just not fair. You are just trying to have a baby. It should be easier than this. I am so sorry.

RJ said...

That you have to use the word "another" in your post hurts my heart. I like your plan for the IUI/FET combo. Why the heck not??
HUGS.

Pepper said...

I'm so sorry, Sarah. This must be so incredibly hard. I'll be hoping that your dreams come true with the FET.

Sara said...

I really don't have the right words, but I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you, and that I'm so sorry.

zeus said...

I'm so sorry Sarah. It's incredibly unfair. Those of us with the strength to get through so many IVF cycles should be rewarded at some point. It just completely sucks. Maybe the FET will be the answer. Stranger things have happened.

tricial2 said...

Oh Sarah.
This is never supposed to be how things work out. My heart is breaking right now, I wish it could be another way for you.
And I love the IVF bubble and squeak ;)
You're in my thoughts and prayers.
xxx tricia

Amy R said...

I am just so bummed this had to happen to you. Its horrible and not fair and I am so very sorry :(

June Bug Momma said...

Oh gawd Sarah! :o( UGH!!! I am so damn sorry you are going thru all this pain. :o( *hugs* Hoping your 1embaby/vial will make you a momma! Please rest/recoop and treat yourself nice.

The Town Criers said...

I am so sorry, sweetie. What fucking bad news. Excuse the curse, but this seems curse-worthy.

Carey said...

dammit. I hate chemicals. Hate them. I am so sorry you are having to go through this.