'Nuff said.
Saturday, December 08, 2007
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About Me
My History
I decided to try to become a single mother by choice (SMC) at the age of 36 using donor sperm. Nearly 4 years, 8 IUI's, 8 fresh IVFs, 1 frozen IVF (FET) cycle, 1 laparoscopy, 2 HSG's, 1 SHG, 3 RE's, 5 acupuncturists, 4 sperm donors, 1 therapist and 2 whacky new age therapies later with no success to show for it, I stopped treatment. I am heading to acupuncture school as I want to radically change my life. I am also debating the next steps on my quest to become a mother. Will it be adoption, donor embryo, donor eggs or will I stop altogether and live child free?
(In)Fertility Links
SMC blogs
IF/pg/baby/kid blogs
- A Little Pregnant
- Almamay's Infertility Journey
- Birch and Maple
- Coming 2 Terms
- Faggots on the Third Floor
- Good Times, Good Times
- Here Be Hippogriffs
- I'm A Smart One
- Infertility, Yoga and Chocolate
- Lies My Mother Told Me
- Max Makes 3
- My Goddess Within
- No Pea In The Podcast
- Pamplemousse
- Sadness Euphoria
- Serenity Now
- So Close
- Sticky Feet
- Thalia's Fertility Journey
- The Smarshy Files
- The Waiting Womb
- Twisted Ovaries
- Unwellness
- Uterus x 2
Just good stuff
Blog Archive
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2007
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December
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- The choices for the new year
- Addictive personality
- Fertile infertiles
- Huh
- Yawn
- Cafe con leche is my friend
- Happy Solstice, one and all!
- Fraudulent whining
- An X-ray, an aspirin and a freezer
- Craaaaazy
- Hounding
- Full steam ahead
- Retail therapy is a wonderful thing
- Feeling the grief
- Liver talk
- Results
- The end
- Another chemical, looks like.
- Mini post
- Beta day
- Criminy
- 13 days post egg retrieval
- Negative
- T minus one
- Creaky bones
- Abandon hope, all ye who enter here
- I'm not even going to share last night's dream
- Oh the dreams
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December
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Labels
- Adoption adventures (5)
- And then there was boozing (21)
- Cholesterol and IVF? (10)
- Clear Passage (15)
- Dithering about donors (7)
- FET #1 and only (37)
- Hepatitis schmepatitis (10)
- IVF #3 (35)
- IVF #4 (43)
- IVF #5 (25)
- IVF #5 revisited (43)
- IVF #6 (41)
- IVF #6? (11)
- IVF #7: gambling in Vegas (38)
- IVF #8: the end (20)
- On the therapist's couch (4)
- Pins and needles (25)
- Skool Daze (26)
- Wailing and gnashing of teeth (7)
23 comments:
I am so sorry.
Sarah, I'm trying to be an SMC too, and today is day 12 for me also....and I also got a BFN this morning. I don't know you but I've been following your blog as I go on my journey too. One of my first thoughts when I got my negative this morning was "maybe Sarah will get the positive." I'm so sorry for what I imagine you must be going through. I wish I knew what to say to help you feel better, but just know that I'm mourning along with you.
Shit, Sarah.
Shit.
I'm so sorry. Sending you a (((hug))) from London
I'm so so sorry Sarah. I'm so sorry.
Oh Shit.
But still holding out hope. It's early.
XO XO XO
=Margie
damn it to hell
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
I am still holding out mad hope.
xoxo
Sarah - so sorry - it is early - but feckity feck feck feck, I wish it had been positive this morning.
Alacrity
Crap. Sarah, I am so sorry. I was so hoping for an early positive. Like Margie, I am still holding out hope for a positive beta on Monday.
I am very sorry.
I'm so very sorry, Sweetie.
I'm so sorry.
F*** NOOOOOOO!!!
No drinks yet, though.
XOXOXOXOX
Sarah, there just are not words sufficient for moments like this. I'm so sorry.
Well, crap.
I'm still holding out for the blood test, though.
I am so sorry.
Pax,
MLO
Still hoping for a +beta. We all know of stories of -HPT at 12dpo and + ones later. ANd I know you know all those stories too. But for now, I'll be sad with you. I'm so sorry. :( I am glad you still have the drive to become a mother. I'm hoping you will find a way soon.
{{{{{{{Sarah}}}}}}} I am hoping it is just too early and that your BETA will prove otherwise! I am keeping my fingers crossed and thinking positive thoughts for you!
Fuck it all. *hugs you and offers wine for after the beta*
Dang, that sucks.
That just sucks. I'm so sorry.
I hope that the Beta test proves dpo12 results wrong x
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