Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Limbo

Hey, I had a pretty good prediction of the beta level there. The answer is in, and it's...

11.

They want me to stay on progesterone and go back in 2 days. Fuck. Limbo. I know it's hopeless but I'll be a good girl and do what they tell me to. It's not going to be viable but I guess we all have to go through the motions.

On the bright side, at least it's an official chemical and not an imaginary chemical like I had last time with some positive HPTs and a completely negative beta. So it is further than I've got before.

19 comments:

bleu said...

I am refusing to give up. I am thinking so much good juju for you and have lit a candle for you.

Not to make you nuts but Betabase has some definite successful stats with your numbers. Here is a link.

If you need anything please email, I can give you my number if you want to rant ever. You have been on my mind so much.


http://www.betabase.info/showDailyData.php?type=basic&multiples=Single&dpo=14

June Bug Momma said...

Sarah- *hugs* I know it does not seem promising but do not give up just yet!! It is possible for a viable pregnancy! If it was a chemical, it is a good thing that you did have some implantation because you know you can get pregnant. I know it is hard to look on the bright side right now. I am going to continue to keep you in my thoughts and hope for the best.

MargieInAZ said...

HUGS - Sarah
So sorry for the disappointing number. Hang in there for two more days, I know how difficult it is, but you have to do it. Who knows, maybe that little bugger is just a little slow getting started.

Kelly said...

LIMBO SUCKS EGGS! I'm so sorry you're in this position! I'm waiting in limbo with you for 2 days! YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!

calliope said...

fuck. 11.
just what you predicted- a limbo sort of number. I HATE that for you.
But damnit- I am going to hope with all my might.
xoxo

Knock Me Up said...

11 is hard. I'm so sorry it wasn't higher. I'll hope for an amazing recovery for Friday.

Jade said...

I've been where you are (sort of) I was already spotting and it came back at 16 and mine went down. The hardest part was knowing that there was absolutely nothing I could do to influence the outcome.

I am sorry for your disappointment - I guess the best we can do is hold our breadth and wait.

Carey said...

Limbo sucks, I know. Ugh. I am so sorry... damn.

Anonymous said...

Hi Sarah -

Eleven used to be my favorite number. D*mn!!!!

Sorry that you have to spend the next two days in limbo land. There is still hope that the not so promising number will turn into something better. And you are so right that this is closer than you have gotten before.

Thinking of you,
Alacrity

serenity said...

Shit, Sarah. I hate limbo like this.

Hang in there. I'm going to stubbornly hold hope for you anyway, ok?

sarzini said...

Keep hanging on. I'll hold onto your hope for now.

p.s. Loving the Miffy icon. Miffy is my favorite book even now at 36.

Orodemniades said...

11? I've heard of lower and successful.

I'm going to keep hoping, anyway.

Damn.

Rachel said...

Oh, Sarah. I am so sorry. Try to hang in there. This is just so hard.

Care said...

I'm sorry you are stuck in limbo for a few more days. That really sucks.

Cindy said...

Sarah, sorry about being in limbo. :( I am still holding out hope that the number will go up.

Cindy

Hope said...

Hi Sarah, Saw the B- on your chart at FF this morning and followed your blog link for more details. I hope that the progesterone helps and that better news is to come.

sarzini said...

I'm just checking in to say I'm thinking of you today.

singletracey said...

I am sorry.. I TOTALLY know what you are going through.

Take care...

AshPash said...

So sorry about the chemical/early miscarriage. I had one in July...my first positive EVER. The dropping beta left me speechless and stunned and heartbroken. Thinking of you.