Friday, February 22, 2008

Yup

Beta is negative. Stop all meds.

The RE was nice on the phone though. He said he wished that he wasn't having to give me the same news yet again, and wished he could say my beta was as nice as my progesterone level. He said I could come in to talk about options if I wanted (presumably about DE) but wished me luck when I said I'd already got a cycle planned elsewhere.

My life sucks sometimes, it really does. But then, there's a part of me that feels bad for writing that because I do have many good things about my life so I should focus on them. At least I have the resources to try again.

19 comments:

Deena said...

I'm sorry. It's amazing how well we know our bodies. But when one has been through this so many times, well, you just know.
Take care, and look forward to your next step.

Melissa said...

I am so terribly sorry. There is nothing to say to stop the pain, but please keep moving forward and go for it in LV. I

My prayers are with you and your future child(ren)!

bleu said...

This whole things is just such bullshit unfairness. I am so sorry, and bitter.

You are such a role model of strength to me though so thank you.

Much much love.

calliope said...

oh honey. I am so so sorry.
My heart is just broken for you.
I am thinking of you and sending much love. Please let me know if I can do ANYTHING.

xo

Stephanie said...

I'm sorry, Sarah. So very sorry.

Anonymous said...

Life does suck big time sometimes. I am so sorry about this. It's great that you can see some positives though. That is so hard for me and many to do. You are an inspiration.

Cindy said...

oops, that was from me...Cindy

katedaphne said...

Sarah, I'm so very sorry. xo

Care said...

Dang. I'm sorry Sarah.

Rachel said...

I am just so, so sorry.

Aimee said...

{{{{Sarah}}}} I'm so very sorry. Please take care of you.

Anonymous said...

(((hugs)))
-Margie

MLO said...

I'm so sorry.

Almamay said...

I'm so sad. I'm so sorry. So no fair. So no fair.

R and J said...

I'm sorry. But I know that sometimes even all the good things that are in our life still make it hard for us when we have the negative Betas. Thinking of you.

Heather said...

Damn.

I'm so very sorry, Sweetie.

Amy said...

Sara I'm so sorry!

Sara said...

Dammit dammit dammit. I'm so sorry.

RJ said...

*HUGS* for what, once again, almost was!!! Your history gets another line.

Now, have a glass of wine. And, get ready to roll the dice :) 7 is a universally "lucky" number, right???