Where did the time go?

Um, hey, you know sometimes how things hit you? I was just mulling over the IVF timing and realized that I'm actually doing an IVF soon! I should start lupron a month yesterday. My coculture biopsy should be a month today. The actual cycle should start in 5 weeks or so. Yikes! How did that creep up on me?

Not that I didn't know. I always knew. I suppose I just pushed it to the back of my mind because I was so ambivalent. But wow. It's soon. And then I'll be done (most probably*) with my own eggs. Done, finito. Apart from the one little frosty I have that probably won't survive the thaw. It's a weird weird feeling.



*reserving of course the right to be completely crazy and change my mind at some point.