It seemed that yesterday, within minutes of posting here, I crashed with exhaustion. I soldiered on and tried to do the homework that I had to get done before Thursday's classes. But here I am at work, spent, walking around in a fog of numbed tiredness, and wondering how on earth I'm going to get anything done today. I'm stressed again about the ridiculous schedule, having been here for 2 hours and only having done 20 minutes of useful work. Ugh.
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My History
I decided to try to become a single mother by choice (SMC) at the age of 36 using donor sperm. Nearly 4 years, 8 IUI's, 8 fresh IVFs, 1 frozen IVF (FET) cycle, 1 laparoscopy, 2 HSG's, 1 SHG, 3 RE's, 5 acupuncturists, 4 sperm donors, 1 therapist and 2 whacky new age therapies later with no success to show for it, I stopped treatment. I am heading to acupuncture school as I want to radically change my life. I am also debating the next steps on my quest to become a mother. Will it be adoption, donor embryo, donor eggs or will I stop altogether and live child free?
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2 comments:
damn
that sucks!
10 years ago in Oct 1998 I started back to study for my LLB. At the time I was working two jobs and managing a (difficult) recording artist. I think I was getting by on 5 hours sleep a night if I was lucky. I have no idea how I did it but I was totally buzzed with my studies and I know that's what got me through.
The first two months will be killer with the exhaustion. If you go through the exhaustion barrier you will develop your study stamina.
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